Worst Year of my Life...

Pl wake me up and say it was a dream

I still cant believe

What this year brought to me

It seems like a dream sad

This year was so bad

Loneliness, pain.. I was so Lost

My mistakes turned my love to frost

Insane I, my mind was fused

the loyal soul was misused

I made my loved ones, hurted ones

And lost those few I had

There is no happiness i deserve

Will die starving for love

I miss you so much Momma

You were my Good Luck charm

No one protects me from this trauma

Some come and they just harm

I wish i could erase this year

and live with my loved ones without fear

with my beautiful Momma back in my life

and also with one, of whom I want to be wife..!

-Himanshi